06/17/25 -- finally overcame my fear of coding a page second to my index "from scratch" (i still burrowed the same template. i don't know why the idea got me procrastinating but now it's done.) coding is a big word but i don't need much for this page, i like it blank. my head is not.
    so anyway. my head is banging currently, it's been aching a lot of times these past few days. i don't know what's wrong with my body... it's like it doesn't want to be fed. not only my appetite is gone, but the mere rice meal fucks my digestive system over. and there's tonight, where i ate 10 ounces of soup and almost 2 POUNDS of canned raviolis. i had to eat it all or it would have rotted in my fridge, but i'm starting to think it's the cause of my migraine... please, please come the time where i can eat what i want in peace.